Restlessness is killing my mind
Amy Kay
I recently built a new PC for I & my sister.
I did it while battling depression, and with my brain in a fight or flight mode. Sometimes, I'm restless; I'm unable to stay calm, I MUST stay active.
I wake up sometimes, and the first thing I do is something I should after I eat lunch, or at least breakfast. I'm unable to regulate this it seems.
I'm sure others notice it, subconsciously perhaps. I'm unsure why my brain is like this. Perhaps it's ADD/ADHD? I'm unsure. It's contrasted with periods of lack of motivation.
Tomorrow, I hope I'm able to get things on track again. I really need to get some school work done, anything else must wait. For my own health and mind.
For this November I would like to develop a work ethic; 30 minutes of my time at home will be spent on school work. Everyday. minus the days I have school, unless class is canceled.
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